

Dec. 17th 2009-
I have always thought of Christmas as a good time; a kind, forgiving, generous, pleasant time; a time when men and women seem to open their hearts freely. God bless Christmas!
-Charles Dickens
Sunday we partied at the Splash Pad in Gardendale and that was so cool! It's free, and it's chlorinated water and it kept Braden busy for the entire 3 hrs that we were there. We had so many people show up and I can't believe that we had ANY pizza left. Braden, Hunter & Ben worked diligently at opening the presents together. They were so cute! We're very lucky to have so many people who care about us. We're definitely blessed!
Well, tomorrow is the actual day. Braden will be four years old. I feel conflicted. I'm so happy that my baby is growing up healthy & strong and he's learning so much. He makes me very proud to be his mommy. Yet, he's not a baby anymore. At All... I know that God sent him to me for a reason, and I hope I make Him proud by how I raise my little man, but I just wish I could rewind time to hold him as a baby for a little while. And then maybe I'd like to see him taking his first steps again. Even at this very moment I can turn my head and watch Brady color a picture and I know that this too is another moment I'll never get back. I love Braden more than I ever thought I could love another person. I know that's cliche, but I also know that it's so terribly true. Every cliche thing about motherhood that your mom ever told you, yeah, it's pretty much the absolute truth and it's something you can never truly understand until you feel it for yourself. If you never experience it, you'll never realize what you've lost out on...Well, I'm going to get back to those moments I'll never get back and quit rambling and whining to everyone out there.
Tomorrow is another big day, tomorrow we turn four and we have to go visit all the race cars at Talladega!